Y I N G © ; a question that sometimes drives me hazy : am i or the others crazy ?

2011-12-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

ふと君を想うよあの澄んで光る瞳を

宙に浮かんだ三日月に重ねてる

できるのなら眠りに落ちる

その部屋の窓から夢にまぎれてそっと恋しさを届けたい

そうこんなにも君を想い続けてるのに

こみあげるほどの気持ちにたぶんまだ君は気づいてない

離れても君の影はぼくがいとしさで描いていると忘れないで

ぼくはいつでもそばにいるよ

あ・い・た・い、というせ・つ・な・い、言葉をいまそよ風が運んでくれた気がするよ

もう懐かしい君のあの香りの記憶を少しずつ少しずついまこの胸に深く吸い込んでく

気がつけば世界中が君で埋め尽くされているんだよあふれるこの想いを止められないんだ

もう暗闇を怖がらないで

瞳を閉じたなら

輝く月のように必ずぼくが見つめているから

そう離れても

その心の空で照らし続けてるから

忘れないで

ぼくはいつでもそばにいるよ

2011-03-21T21:40:00.003+08:00

The powerlines went out and she's all alone. But she don't really care at all.

She is not answering her phone, all the games he played , the promises he made, couldn't finish what he started and so darkness still remains.

She lost sight, she couldn't see when it was the both them. Blow the candles out , looks like a solo tonight she's beginning to see the light. blow the candles out ,looks like a solo tonight but she thinks she'll be alright.

She'd been black and blue before, there's no need to explain. She is not the jaded kind, playback's such a waste. He's invisible, invisible to her, her wish is coming true and she's erasing the memory of his face.

One day,he will wake up with nothing but "his sorrys ". And someday he will get back everything he gave her!

She, who believed in you.

2011-03-13T21:48:00.015+08:00

-It all happened too quickly, she didn't have the time to cope with it,

Now tell her it's not real, tell her everything is just a dream.-

Remember weeks ago, when all the things were so nice they were so perfectly aligned? Just weeks ago, he was still so close with her. They'd contact each other 24/7 and never miss a day not talking to each other. This proceeded for months from the day they met and stopped for a while, months later they continued being even in love with each other. They were so loving and so attached to each other like nothing can ever separate them. The girl was even naive enough to believe that he is the right one. She was so happy and felt really blissful as finally after years there's someone who actually appreciates her and treats her like a princess, like his most precious one.

To her he is the near-to-perfect guy, the guy that she'd been searching up and down for quite some time. He is a very caring, loving, sensitive, down-to-earth, tolerant, sweet, nice, gentleman guy and someone that takes care of her from time to time. He protected her and kept her close to him when they're out, not giving anyone the chance to even touch her. But, what happened to that intimate moment? What happened to all those love and affections? What happened to them? Well, that's a question that'll never be answered.

She used to be that individual who didn't quite believe in love anymore because she'd been through a lot, seen a lot of heartbroken moments and she even wondered if she'd ever love again. She doesn't believe that there'll be any guy who will really love a girl till death do them apart. To her, all these are merely stories written by authors and scriptwriters to trick their audiences that there's this thing call forever love. LOVE, to her, is simply a word with 4 alphabets that men use to get women in bed, a word that boys use to satisfy their lusts and a word that people misuse in order to fulfill their satisfactions and desires.

But, you couldn't stop it when your time and fate is here. About a year ago, she met him during his trip to her motherland and there the spark was triggered. Since then, they started to talk to each other every night and sometimes till morning, they got closer and closer and eventually some feelings started to come in. From there, their love story began but she was reluctant for the both of them to become an item because she didn't know him well enough. She wants to make sure that he is the one who'll not hurt her again, who will not dump her, who will love her for who she is and who will take great care of her. He, is the one who made her believe in love once again. He, is the one who is there for her whenever she needs him. He, is the one that she couldn't afford to lose.

Just few weeks ago, she was away for a trip. Without knowing that she'd come back to face this ugly truth, if they could go through this nothing is gonna tear them apart. BUT, he actually turned his back against her without even saying goodbye. He decided not to contact her anymore, not to reply her messages and not to talk to her ever again. Maybe he is not aware that it actually struck her really hard, it was a really big blow to her. And yes it was devastating to her, she figured days and nights what was the problem but still she couldn't come up with a proper answer.

During the trip, she just couldn't help but wonder what is the boy up to lately till he has no time for her? Is he really that busy? Did he forget her already? Or did he move on with another girl? What did she do that made him go away? These questions kept running through her mind everyday and every night. She tried to run away from all these but she failed, over and over again. Even when she's overseas, she tried her best to look for internet connections available in order to stay in contact with the boy.

This foolish little girl finally return from her trip happily because finally she can contact the guy and go back to her normal life but not knowing he'd actually decided to stay away from her. Just few hours ago in the airplane when she was missing him like crazy, she reread the messages that they used to send. She was reminiscing their good old days where they could tell each other everything that happened in their daily life, well at least she told him hers. She was overjoyed and can't wait to tell him everything that happened during the trip. But what happened at last? Before she even have the chance to say hi, they totally lost contact with each other. Its like the boy disappeared in the air and is no where to be found.

Of course, like every vulnerable girl would do, she shed her tears for him in the middle of the night, on the very night she touch down. As she reckon, this isn't the first time that she'd been through such situation. She was hurt before but she stood up and continued to believe in him, believing that he'll bring more joy and happiness to her life because he was the one who brought sparks to her life again. It sucks having to go through her everyday life all by herself again, it sucks not having someone that she could confess her feelings to, it sucks to lose someone that was so dear to her.

Even though her heart broke, she couldn't put the blame on the boy. Maybe it's because she did something wrong that pissed the boy off? Maybe he got bored of her? Maybe she did something that the boy couldn't forgive her for? That she doesn't know. All she ever wanted was just a simple and valid explanation from the boy, but even that, he isn't able to give her. She doesn't mind if he just type a few words in reply to her. Well, at least it's some simple manner. She wonders, is all this too much to ask for? Never forget, she was the one who went through your hard times with you, she was the one who supported you from time to time even when you failed to achieve what you wanted and she was the one who supported you in everything that you do. Are you really that mean to leave her all by herself, in the dark, all alone?

She struggled, she yelled, she screamed, she kicked, she boxed, she jumped, she's hurt, she's heartbroken but there's nothing that she can do to get him back into her life. She admits that she actually hated him at the very beginning but as days go by, she doesn't have the energy to be angry at him anymore. She paused and think again, there aren't anything that she can complain or rant anymore. There are just too many obstacles and obstructions blocking them to be together. They're both at the end of the world, each at a side. They can only meet each other for once or twice a year. Each meeting is a short one, for a bout two to three days? nothing much to say about right? So it's actually quite normal for one side to part away from the other when you have all these problems. She understands that it takes a lot for two persons to be together; time especially. You might be with the right one but when it isn't at the right time, nothing is going to work.

Being her stubborn and stupid self again, she still protect his image from others. She didn't want to deteriorate or ruin his image in front of anybody else. No point talking bad about someone when that person left you for good. Without any doubts, she actually believed that he will eventually return one day in the future. Well, she doesn't really know what else she can do for time being. All she can do is to sit there and wait till the day he turn back and realize that she's always there for him whenever he needs her. She just want him to know how much she misses those days and how much she misses them.

This is a story of a girl who is super silly in believing in a love that she'll never be able to hold on to anymore. She has to realize that this is irreversible and time doesn't wait for her. She has to get over it and life still goes on. It doesn't mean that he's the only guy that's left in the world, there's still plenty of guys out there for her. All she had to do is to explore the outside world and never look back but all these take time. It takes time to heal.

Because I Still Like You.

2011-03-05T12:13:00.013+08:00

Guys,

don't try to cheat on a girl when they are away.

Guys,

never leave a girl alone without her knowledge on what is actually happening.

Guys,

never leave a girl alone in the dark, she might be feeling totally insecure.

Guys,

never promise your girl anything if you already know that you wouldn't be able to accomplish it.

Guys,

never let a girl's heart break, she'll be stupid enough to let you break her heart all over again.

Guys,

treasure your girl before it's too late, she might be the one who gave up the whole world just to be with you.

Guys,

don't let a girl shed her tears for you in the middle of the night thinking that she's lost you.

Guys,

hold your girl tight because there might be someone who's gonna hold her up the next second.

Guys,

stay in contact with your girl as she'll begin to think this and that believing that it's all true.

Guys,

be careful with your words because girls are sensitive, they believe in every shit that you say.

Guys,

when you say you'll love your girl forever and always(even though there's no forever) try to at least do half of it and KEEP YOUR WORDS.

Sugar Rush

2011-02-02T00:30:00.002+08:00

Boy : Although there's a lot of girls passing by and i kept looking at them, but you know why i keep looking at them?

Girl : Why kept looking at them?

Boy : That's because you keep running cross my mind, every girl i saw the face is you.

why you have to be so sweet? ♡

Never judge a book by it's cover.

2011-01-25T21:20:00.005+08:00

Basically, i got my A levels (AS) results today. It wasn't that satisfying or overwhelming, the subjects that i expect to do well turned out so-so meanwhile. the only subject that i practically gave up on came out better than what i expected. People say, you don't always get what you expect. I guess this sentence is so true to an extend.

On the other hand, i really despise people who look down on others. Never ever judge a book by it's cover, mark my lips NEVER EVER. I've been mistaken not only once not twice not thrice, it's more than your ugly little fingers can count. Be it in relationship, friendship, family, academic and all others. Anyhow, i don't have anymore to rant or complain on this as the cause to this might most probably be my nasty attitude or i just give out negative energy.

The thing i abhor most will be the way people look at me academically. To my opinion they tend to take me as that kind of student who don't pay attention in class, doesn't do well in tests/exams, in short a rebellious student. Let me make things straight, i might be the kind of student who fools around or talk shit in class but when it's time to be serious I'll certainly do so. My way of studying will be that when there's no exam, there's no point to study. I admit, I only study when exams are around the corner, like a week or two before? Yes, you will say that studying and reading is a way to gain knowledge but my point of view is that what we learn in school is closely related to examinations. You study just to pass/score in examinations.

Oh wells I'm not trying to be proud here but I kinda feel that my results are not bad all the time. The problem is that people don't take me seriously, most probably because i don't portray myself in a serious manner. I'm thinking, what's the point to be ACT serious when no one will take you as one? I don't want to live a life with a mask on my face. It's fucking fake can?! The moment i got my SPM results in March last year, i was like ~~IN YOUR FACE~~ to those who looked down on me.

I have this feeling that everyone around me look down on me and don't really have high hopes on me. I guess they treat me as someone who's playful and proud and slacky and stupid and whatever it is. If you guys don't treat me at your best, you might as well don't deserve to be treated at the best. That's how we humans live, you give me one fuck i'll give you back with two fucks.

It all started back in high school when my English teacher told me that his first impression on me was that i'm like those naughty students who will flunk examinations and doesn't take my studies seriously. BUT after he looked at my essays and compositions, he had his jaw drop. He didn't expect me to do that well. However, he is a really good teacher who advises his students and befriend with his students, helps them whenever they need him, love and care for them. Someone that I'll remember for the rest of my life.

The other one will be my current accounts lecturer who prolly gave up on me. It's so obvious that she doesn't like me. Mostly because i talk a LOT in class or maybe she just dislike me for no reasons. Just yesterday, i was sitting right beside my friend and she walked towards us. I gave her a smile for courteous's sake but she didn't even give a fuck to even look at me. She just talk to my friend like i'm some invisible fool beside. You call this a teacher? You're so wrong. That's RUDE.

Next will be F (preferably to be in an alphabet) who loves to brag about how rich he is or how a technology freak he is. I know that your parents are rich enough to squash people to death with their money but there's no need to treat others like that. You think degrading others will make you happy? No wonder you have no friend, no girl friend at this age. Imagine life without your parents' wealth, what will you be like? Still so lavish like you are now? I don't think so. Learn to open up and look at others, everyone is different from you. You might be at the top but there's so many people who are better than you.

Summing everything up, I really despise people who look down on me. Look at what I've achieved and then judge me. Not by my look, attitude or whatever you name it. Here's an honor to all of you, my majestic middle finger.

On a brighter side, I'm really thankful for D for being there for me all the time. Supporting me and comforting me whenever I don't feel right. Life is bright again whenever he's there. He is a really nice guy and I couldn't afford to lose him. A billion thanks to you(:

To 19

2011-01-25T01:08:00.008+08:00

It was the best buddy Vicky's birthday last saturday. We kind of threw her a surprise party @ Michelangelo's, Pavilion. It wasn't some grand & huge party but it's an intimate celebration with the close and love ones. The ones that we're friends with since forever.

did some shopping @ Bangsar, Pavilion, Sg Wang and Times Square with the buddy before heading over for dinner. Shopping that day wasn't that productive though but i managed to grab some shirts & pants. Oh wells it was basically because i got bored of all these shopping centres. If only we have more varieties to choose from.

# some random stairs @ Bangsar

# some random take

# my drink, italian soda(raspberry)

# main dish, aglio olio

# pictures can be deceiving

# pizza, forgotten the name.

# cupcakes

# that's the birthday girl and her lovely boyfriend (guy in white la not red) HAHA

# us with the birthday girl

# happy

# birthday

# the super sweet couple

# it's the four of us again(:

#strangers on the street

#birthday girl and the boys

After dinner, we went over to Zhen Lok's new house and chilled. Loving the surrounding of his new house, peaceful and quiet. The guys had their drinking session while we girls watched the Golden Globe Award/Family Guy/Football Match

My overall rating will be that the food wasn't that good, portion was alright, price wasn't that reasonable. The prawns were not fresh and my aglio olio was too oily.

On the bright side, their service is good. Thumbs up for that, worth every penny spent for service charge.

Last but not least, dear girl even though we've undergo all the bad & harsh times I'm glad that we made it through and we're back here again. I hope we can forget about the past and look forward to what the future will bring. Always remember, I'll be there for you whenever you need me. Forever and always. Love you always.

2011-01-19T23:03:00.004+08:00

not trying to be rude here

but betrayers suck to the max!

you guys have nothing more to do is it? go get laid with some whore la then.

i hope you guys die and rot in hell.

may satan bless you idiots.

Too good to be true.

2011-01-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

i'm addicted to this song.

you-know-why(:

Sweeter than sugar.

2011-01-13T18:49:00.006+08:00

One fine night,

Girl : I'm not urs(:

Boy : You're already mine.

Girl : Since when?

Boy : Since 9th of September 2009

Girl : *thinking really hard and still have no idea* Why this date?

Boy : Because that date means together forever(: (长长久久 in mandarin)

♡

SO SWEET CAN(:

Goodbye 2010

2011-01-13T01:18:00.015+08:00

I know it might be too late to sum up how had 2010 been treating me for the past 365 days. Still i feel like ranting/murmuring/crapping/talking bout my 2010

In 2010, yours truly

# went to beijing and experienced snow for the first time.

# had some cash in her bank for spm results *wink*

# entered college and met the 7 best human on earth!

# met show luo in real life, jealous leh

# sent 2 long time buddies off

# went to singapore after 10 years, yes i know.

# attended school teachers' engagement/wedding party

# cousin sister got married to a doctor! congratulations

# welcomed her first nephew! *pinch cheeks*

# went to cameron highlands after 10 yrs

# went to cameron again after 2 months since the last visit. Halo dad went there to play golf lah.

# met kim hyun joong in real life, even jealous rite? i know!

# went to battleground finals

tickets credit to WC SIONG from PEZ

# got interviewed and appeared in tv for the first time.

# had her first ever countdown in KL and passed the best new year with wonderful people

Just Another Random Post

2010-08-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

long long time ago there was a princess who ...............

okay i mean i was quite bored since my exams are over for the mean time

i had this random thought to outline a picture of mine

i ain't a talented artist nor do i take up any drawing classes

i just drew due to my boredom

and i came out with this

wonder why i didn't draw my eyes, nose and mouth?

cause if i did, they wouldn't look alike

what's your opinion?

did one for nanny too as he asked for one (:

i personally feel they're quite similar though.

till next time peeps.

signing off. xx

Karyan's Birthday

2010-08-09T22:12:00.009+08:00

Happy Burstday to Weh Poh KaryanC !

it was supposed to be a surprise party for this girl but something happened so yeah scratch that

anyhow it was a friday, birthday girl's bestie planned to throw her a surprise party @ Delicious Mv at 7 oclock

i was late for the gathering but thank god the birthday girl wasn't there yet

the whole thing went well, enjoyed the night (:

oh one thing, their beef lasagne sucks.

not recommended

met some cool friends of karyan's

top from left: Kit Inn, Adrian, Tiffany, Wen Yen

bottom from left : Me, Phyllis, Chan Hong

Adrian and I

ambience is cosy, very much at home

but the service is super bad to the max! we sat there for like an hour plus only and they're rushing us to order CBF -___-

Phyllis's Milkshake

Weh Poh and Me :D

Chan Hong's Hot Latte

My stupid coke that costs me rm 5.90

birthday girl's friends

Chan Hong

Phyllis and the awesome birthday girl, looking hot that day huh Weh Poh

awesomeness!

cupcakes made by MissVitt, the planner of the surprise

no joke, they look awesome and taste awesome :D and it's in pink! birthday girl's fav color

the trio w/o birthday girl's lover, emily ):

*pout pout* HMM, yes we're trying to imitate you!

group photo, obviously the staff failed in taking photos.

FAIL BIG TIME!

Mr Ganesh's Wedding Dinner

2010-08-09T00:40:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, dated 7 Aug was Mr Ganesh's wedding dinner

he's the biology teacher in my high school

though i wasn't a biology student but yeah it's just like that

we know almost every teacher even though they're not teaching us

that's why suria is so unique

nyways, kah jun picked me up from my house around 7 30 and here we go to mr ganesh's house

reached there and met up with daniel, amanda, mengkit and xiao ying

met up with a few teachers that i've been missing since forever

mr paneer, mr subra, miss sundra, miss subathra and miss rita were present at the wedding

miss rita left a great impact on me, she was like a mother to me

chatted a little with the former teachers and went over to indulge ourselves in indian delicacies *dayums*

crackers

sambal eggs! my favorite

the fellow mates with the groom

manda and I

manda and kah jun

manda

manda, jo yi, daniel

the love birds, min yee and mak wen

meng kit and I

i love this picture so much i have no idea why

group photo, oh wait everyone's not ready yet!

now a better group photo

kah jun and jo yi

kah jun and I

me with the newly wed

mr ganesh's wife looks so young and beautiful

btw she's currently teaching in junior

kah jun with the newly weds

all in all, i had a really fun night

it was really nice catching up with everybody after 8 months

sharing our lately conditions and doings

i'm really looking forward to another gathering anytime soon in the future

Shopping Spree

2010-08-06T15:28:00.006+08:00

my purchase during the last singapore trip

fav purchase of all because i finally got my paul frank tee !

another shopping session with ze best buddy @ the mines

my purchase 2 days ago

finally got to shop after weeks of struggles and stress

Joyce Bridal Shower

2010-08-06T00:45:00.017+08:00

The Newly Wed

last saturday was the cousin sister's big day

they called the shots on 31st July 2010

it is grandma's third grandchildren getting married

they're a lovely couple

one doctor and another lawyer to be

had her luncheon at Banker's Club in Amoda hotel

i chose not to go because i have to mug up for my finals and mock exam

sad to the max can?

but i was lucky enough cause i've been to Banker's Club before

it's a beautiful place, highly recommended for wedding banquet

it's just opposite berjaya times square

but the place is not really big

you wouldn't want to book it unless you have a small family

the bride looked so beautiful and gorgeous according to mum

they had a banquet at malacca the following day

i wanted to follow but i'm not done with my studies, so yeah screw it

like daughter like father

happy family isn't it?

the bride is always the center of attraction on her big day (:

anyhow attended the cousin sis's bridal shower just few days before my malaysian studies final and econs mock

a great gathering as i've not seen most of them for quite some time

love it when we have all sorts of gathering, where we share our recent things and all

had a fun time catching up with each and everyone

naughty pie

this looks so much like a family portrait

that's my first niece! with cousin bro's girlfriend

me with the closest cousin sis

jie jie figuring out how to use an itouch

mei mei showing her "boss-y" look

Wei Lin's Big 18

2010-08-06T00:22:00.008+08:00

just days before my moral finals, vick texted and said we're gonna have a birthday dinner with wei lin

since i'm almost stressed out because of moral i joined the bunch for the dinner

we dined at milwaukee, food there's not bad and affordable

chicken maryland again; served with banana fritter, corns, salad and mashed potato

ashley's chicken whole leg; served with salad, corn and mashed potato

the guys and esther

the birthday cake

birthday girl complained and said for so many years you guys still don't know my surname

she's a choong not a chong btw

make a wish

happy birthday love and we shall gather anytime soon! ♥

Shirley Lee's Farewell

2010-08-05T21:25:00.019+08:00

blog was on hiatus for quite some time

now it's time to revamp it as i'm done with both my moral and malaysian studies finals alongside econs mock

which means it's time to party peepur!! ..........lol jk i'm not done with my as exams ):

anyhow about 2 months ago, went to LOP to celebrate sl's farewell

the girl that i've known for at least 6 to 7 years i guess

us as jakuns, pretending to be tourists

it was world cup season people! ENGLAND ftw

mun, looi, cheah

waka waka this time for africa

cheah's spaghetti that turned out weird

mine's sizzling lamb

zhen lok's, mine and mei chien's

my chicken maryland, ABC ( always best choice )

mei chien

lionel

zhen lok

hui shi and shirley

mei chien and shirley

girl, take care in perth and come back soon!

we miss you so much.

Aeons ago

2010-08-05T20:54:00.003+08:00

was doing some spring cleaning for my closet and look what i found

they were like years ago.........

my collection of basketball jerseys

from left to right : training jersey, competition jersey 1, competition jersey 2, random jersey (:

and the uniform that i've worn for 5 years, 5 times in a week

About that burden...

2010-07-08T00:34:00.003+08:00

about something that i've finally let go...
about something that i've been holding on for two years plus...
about something that i've left behind with my past and decide to move forward..

Two years and almost three have passed, it wasn't an easy period to bear with. I've been to hell and now I'm here again. There were times where i really, really wanna let go and give up but i just can't. Do you know how hard it was for me to keep this to myself? Do you know how hard it was to fake a smile? I'm not asking for anything, for everything that has been done is good enough. For now I'm blessed for i can finally, like finally let go of this thing that I've been holding on like forever. I'm ready for a new life, a new beginning, and a new ME. I appreciate that we're still friends, it didn't ruin our relationship and it will not. As for last time, i might say I'm gonna give up this time and never return; but for sure I'll return to the same old me not long after. This time however, let bygones be bygones. I'm done with everything and now I'm going to jump into the outside world and explore new things. I can not always stay in this circle and turn myself round and round like a fool on the ground. You were very meaningful to me and you will always be. You deserve a place in my heart, a sweet memory that I'll never forget. Somehow, I can still see the spark but no i wouldn't want to trigger it no more. Once is more than enough. (:

2010-06-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

it has been a hell of a week; dramas, dramas and more dramas.

keeping quiet and ignoring it is definitely a difficult task, mission impossible 4

but i try my level best to not show leave alone talk about how tough life had been lately

it strikes me, i wonder when will people start to think and learn from their past

seriously, you can't be so freaking rebellious and ignorant all the time

you gotta think, learn and implement it

as time goes by; human have to grow, they have to become mature

Friends.

2010-05-20T00:12:00.006+08:00

i have this sudden urge to update my blog as it's been on hiatus since the one on my Beijing's trip

( this post was like overdue and i just found out so i posted it up! )

the title is oh-so-common, yes it's about FRIENDS

guess who gave me the inspiration ?

the none other than, GRANDMA

a friend of hers paid us a visit this evening

through their conversations i got to know that they've known each other since forever, when both were just innocent and tender teenagers

the time when the boys chased after the girls, the bitch fights happened, idolizing artistes moments, comparing whose got the best clothes in school period and never-have-to-worry-about-the-future stage

when it comes to friends, you'll certainly have variety of them

the hi-byes, childhood friends, passer-by(s), junior friends, high school friends, college friends, colleagues, true friends, friends that almost became a couple and the "frenemies"

few days back, i came across an article saying that we'll replace half of our friends every 7 years

they call it the "seven years ditch"

it ain't a surprise that you'll be spring-cleaning your friends every 7 years

firstly, everyone's going towards their own paths

some chose to further their studies either locally or abroad, some chose to work but not study, some chose to stay at home and do nothing

"who becomes your close mate is determined by your social needs that time"

you might be the ones who'd wear the same clothes every time you go out, stick to each other 24/7, have no secrets to keep, have sleepover parties together or even travel around

it's like you've known each other for good

but still, you have to pursue your own dreams

if you both share the same dream, then it'll be great

but its rare like one in a million

i used to have one childhood friend whom i couldn't be able to stay without her

as for now, we can hardly meet each other

even if we do, we don't talk neither do we greet each other

she goes to school and has her own friends, i go to school and i have my own friends

needless to say, i do miss those times that we had together but let bygones be bygones

it isn't necessary for you to stick to someone like forever

even couples break, husbands and wives divorce, what about friendship ?

it's a belief that you'll spring-clean half of your best friends every 7 years

friends fall out all the time, it's just part of human nature

eventually, you become friends whom you see regularly

that's because you guys have something in common

friends that lost contact for several years don't mean that their friendship is over

it just means their lives are going in different directions

as time goes by, you'll have different needs in life

and so, you'll get along with different friends who share the same need as you do

"The better part of one's life consists of his friendships."
- Abraham Lincoln

Bummer

2010-04-27T22:46:00.001+08:00

i feel betrayed.
you used me when you needed me and dump me aside when you have something else.
what is that supposed to be?
you're acting like a bitch.
i have no words to describe you.
maybe you don't know that once someone broke the trust between me and him/her i'll hate them for good.
not trying to sound like a brat but you disgust me.

I Miss High School

2010-04-25T23:03:00.000+08:00

picture,

it can say a thousand thing

it can say a million thing

Beijing

2010-03-05T18:15:00.002+08:00

Trip to Beijing was fascinating

from the beautiful and enormous forbidden city and Tiananmen Square,

one of their widely known attractions

the wonderful sculptures, breathtaking view and ideal design

it was indeed a really different and amazing experience

the place is about 150 white house in size

we say, how can you resist that delicious Peking duck, a famous duck dish in China ?

the chef slices the duck in front of each customer and they have to come in 108 pieces if he's an experienced cook

it's like a tradition

this dish normally goes well with some kind of flatbread, scallion and sweet sauce

another favorite food of mine, candied haws or Tanghulu

one of the famous snack in China

Summer Palace or Yihe Yuan a place where Empress Dowager Cixi visits during her leisure time

a nice place for relaxation and recreation

an impressive place for photographers and nature lovers

needless to say, Great Wall is a certain place to visit when you're in Beijing

one of the greatest man made structure

Pandas are cute like seriously, especially when their munching on their food !

forget their super dark eyes, they're adorable;)

Temple of Heaven or Tian Tan, the best place to portrait human's great mind

the tower was built without a single nail, only wood pieces sliding against each other

it didnt even collapse during massive earthquakes that occurred in China

it once caught fire but was rebuilt immediately after that

the extraordinary thing that made this trip meaningful and memorable was it actually snowed !

something really unexpected, my first time seeing real snow

pure, white and so romantic

it's my turn to conquer Bird's Nest

to the d, to i to the s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g
mark my words, the scorpions are still moving wth

this shows how delicious Peking duck is

be sure to visit Quanjude Roast Duck Restaurant when you're in Beijing

one of the top Peking duck restaurant in Beijing, daddy's favorite :)

apart from that, every girls' favorite
SHOPPING !
last few days were all about shopping, shopping and shopping
my feet almost worn out
but it's worth the pain
craving for ONLY, H&M, vero moda and meters/bonwe now :(
why don't they have it in msia ?

2010-02-23T19:52:00.000+08:00

12 more hours to go

mia for 8 days

and i'm still like a sick cat now, gosh

2010-02-14T23:45:00.001+08:00

spot her ?

that happy child ! :)

2010-02-13T16:53:00.000+08:00

also, happy valentine's day to the love birds out there ♥

cherish your valentine while you still have them by your side

love them, pamper them and care for them :)

another lonely valentine for me.

2010-02-13T16:48:00.000+08:00

hereby to wish everyone a prosperous chinese new year :)

it's a time where family members get along and bond together

may this chinese new year blossom into all that your heart desires

2010-02-10T12:17:00.000+08:00

one thing i really don't understand

often when it comes to asking what i plan to study for the future, people will give me that weird look

as in they doubt that i can accomplish that

what i always get are

" har ? you sure anot ? law very hard to study one la " ;

" wah lawyers normally bluff people one la, you still want to be one ? ";

" you see la you have two cousins who studied law also but after so long, they're still not lawyers yet " ;

" really meh ? very hard to be a lawyer one la. "

the only ones who asked me to go ahead were my dad's friends who are lawyers

now let me voice out for myself, there's no doubt that it's really a difficult task to pursue a career such as being a lawyer

as far as i'm concerned as a lawyer,

you have to memorize/study dictionary-thick law books, have logical thinking skills, speak confidently, able to debate firmly and nevertheless giving positive and right advices/opinions to your clients

seems like not many agreed if i take up the law course

either they say it's hard to find a job or it's difficult to study

without any second thoughts, for me every course ranging up from culinary to the medicine field is definitely tough enough for one if they're not hardworking and enthusiastic enough

none was borned to know everything in the world

it takes time to understand, analyze and to do something

maybe most of them had taken me wrongly

my main aim to become a lawyer is to fight for justice, civil rights, abolish every single thing that's against human rights and i want to CHANGE THE WORLD, to civilize human beings by staying away from evil deeds.

a friend of mine once told me that she'd overheard that one chinese and one our-country's-top-race was caught in a car accident

the chinese was dead and the other was filed not guilty

what on earth is this ?

aren't one supposed to be jailed if he knocked someone else and that person's dead ?

you still call it a democratic country ?

where the hell is human rights ?

how the hell will you think the victim's family will feel ?

and you still call it ~~1 Malaysia~~ ?

they've lost one of their family member and that's really a big thing !

this even pushed me harder to become a lawyer

no matter what your race is, no matter who you are, every human being is still the same

no one's given the first priorities, privileges nor do they have the permission to critisize others

we have our own rights and we all live in the same world

" it don't matter if you're black or white. " - michael jackson

aggravation, allegation, segregation, discrimination, brutality, cruelty, wars, fights

what's happening to the world ?

aren't we suppose to live as one to make the world a better place to live in ?

i came across a hong kong drama yesterday and this actor playing the role of a lawyer said

there's no use if the enforcement body caught the criminal because the ultimate decision is to be made by the legislative body

whether one is guilty or not, it all depends on the lawyers, juries and the judge

all hail law and jurisprudence :)

on the other hand, though many told me not to do so

but still thanks daddy and mummy for supporting me

love you guys

"It may be true that the law cannot make a man love me, but it can keep him from lynching me, and I think that's pretty important."

- Martin Luther King, Jr.

2010-02-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Baby tell me why’d you have to go
This pain I feel, it wont go away
And today I’m officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache I could escape
But I fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
Can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do
Hey baby say it stays on my mind

All I do is lay around
Two years full of tears
Just a week ago you were my baby, now I don’t even know you at all
Well I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow

Well I thought I could just get over you baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me to the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you.

21st Century Cafe

2010-02-02T12:13:00.001+08:00

in the middle of no where,

dad dated us all out for supper

a week before SPM if i'm not mistaken, upcoming subject : chem

since i wanted to take a rest i followed

21st Century again

Tenji Japanese Buffet Restaurant

2010-02-02T12:06:00.001+08:00

life before SPM was all about shopping, shopping, shopping

rather than studying, studying, studying

out for shopping for three weeks straight when there's about 1 month left for SPM

this time, mid valley it is

think i got nothing for myself that day, it was a short trip to mv as we're leaving for Tenji in the evening

oh wells, my anticipation for Tenji turned out disastrous

seriously, Tenji's food is really terrible

not much choices and it's not nice at all

we all agreed Jogoya is so much better

but the scenery is nice

SohoKL is definitely the ideal place to hang out at night

The Ship

2010-02-02T12:05:00.001+08:00

It's 2010 now and i shouldn't be posting last year's outings

but who cares? :D

apparently "last year" daddy bought us all out for shopping

hunting for cny clothes

1U was the pick

packed with human beings, no doubts everything's on sale!

each of us got ourselves a pair of Levi's

wanted to go over to Tenji to have dinner but it was fully booked

so we went to The Ship, my first time there

the food was awe-ok-only-some

2010-01-26T22:56:00.003+08:00

曾有過一秒　抱著於一起
忘記要怎樣抽離
曾經很開心　一分一刻　
我會儲起
曾有過感覺　我未想講起
而秘密會屬於你
情感這東西　始終必須運氣

真的很多感觸如像小把戲
假的很多消息然後怎收尾
愛要有勇氣老實說偏顧忌　仍然逃避

2010-01-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

yes i despise it, ~~A LOT.~~

finally my doubts are answered and i know what i should do right now.

2010-01-19T22:37:00.001+08:00

my very recent read, all i can say is that it's really inspiring

what makes it more interesting is he's a graduate of civil law from Harvard Law School !

my dream ♥

2010-01-19T22:37:00.000+08:00

sometimes it keeps me wander days and nights

that very extraordinary feeling inside

i might sound a lil out of my mind but yeah i admit it :)

2010-01-13T12:48:00.000+08:00

When you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
you gonna believe them
When you're fifteen, feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well count to ten, take it in
This is life before who you're gonna be
When you're fifteen, your first kiss makes your head spin round

but in your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team
When you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found that time can heal most anything.

2010-01-11T16:16:00.004+08:00

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
these memories come back to life and I don't mind

I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you confessed to me
by the railway station

but I remember those simple things
I remember till I cry
but the one thing I wish I'd forget
the memory I wanna forget
is goodbye

I woke up this morning and played that song and throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
cause I know I'm wasting my time but I don't mind

Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ringtone
I hesitate but answered it anyway
It sounded so profound
and I'm surprised to hear you say ......

2010-01-09T22:34:00.000+08:00

came across this section in the newspaper just minutes ago

all thanks to my dear friend who'd been running in and out of the toilet for idk how many times :)

i don't remember having not enough teachers two years back

oh wells, i still love the school

2010-01-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

last year's today i'd most probably be sleeping right now

anticipating what's waiting for me on the first day of school

the urges to meet each other after the long holiday, the big fat hugs, the extreme conversations, the new bags, new pencil cases, new classes, new books and maybe new faces

they all sounded and looked so familiar as i've been doing it for 11 years but this year

it's a common thing that everyone will be whining on how much they don't wanna start school yet including me

but this year i'm the one who's looking at them complaining and ranting

watching mom yelling at my brothers to sleep earlier, check their bags whether they've stuffed the essentials, cut their fingernails, cut their hair and so much more

without a second doubt, i miss those moments pretty much

time flies;

in a blink of an eye i'm already done with my high school life

if only time could rewind.

Sum Up for year 2009

2009-12-31T21:30:00.002+08:00

"The objective of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul and a new nose; new feet, a new backbone, new ears, and new eyes. Unless a particular man made New Year resolutions, he would make no resolutions. Unless a man starts afresh about things, he will certainly do nothing effective. Unless a man starts on the strange assumption that he has never existed before, it is quite certain that he will never exist after wards. Unless a man be born again, he shall by no means enter into the Kingdom of Heaven."  -G. K. Chesterton-

 

Throughout the year i've loved and lost tons of stuff
from friendship to family to my studies to all the principles of life
at the beginning of the year everything was just fine, slow and steady
living life as good as a new born baby
without having to worry much practically about everything
traveled quite a lot with the family members
anyhow academic wise, i've not achieved the stage where i'm really satisfied
basically everything that happened this year's like a story 
you start with the exposition then slowly to the conflict, without any procrastinations you'll eventually reach the climax and that's what i've been through in the middle of the year right up to days before graduation day
it's like the most miserable and down period of the year
where friendships torn apart, performing not so well in academic and family issues
oh my it sounded so dramatic
as time goes by, everything starts to turn better
call it turning over a new leaf
contacted friends that i've lost contact for quite some time 
patched things up as soon as possible and it's all working good now
as for love life, there's practically nothing much to talk about as i wasn't involve in any relationships since form 3
this year is all about friends, family and academic
the ultimate task for the year is to accomplish my final major examination SPM
this year seems to be a much more special year compared to the previous ones as i've finished my high school life
no more life as a student in school uniform filled with dramas, cat fights and many more
nonetheless, opting for a better year next year as i'm entering a new stage in life
time to face reality and to really handle almost everything by myself. 

2009-12-23T12:40:00.000+08:00

you better kill me, sigh.

2009-12-22T22:23:00.006+08:00

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes
It's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

2009-12-19T15:52:00.001+08:00

oh my, how tender is he ?

can you see his face, his hands, his legs, and even his backbone ?

cousin sis's new baby boy !

new member to the family next year :)

ultrasounds give an extraordinary feeling to people, i wonder why

2009-12-19T01:42:00.003+08:00

Each day of my life,
I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,
I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp,
I'm holding it with both
hands
It’s worth the risk of burning,
to have a second chance.

2009-12-15T01:27:00.005+08:00

the clock is ticking

yet i'm still procrastinating

though i've planned for what to study for the future

what else am i thinking of ?

am i able to handle it ?

can i make through it ?

as common as it's seem to be

they say getting involved in laws ain't an easy task

it requires good memories and logic thinking

no i ain't doubting my decision

but it's normal for peeps to have dilema

they suggest inti or brickfields is good to start off with
i wonder ......

2009-12-06T18:07:00.001+08:00

addicted to photography !

it is, very very addictive

and chemistry, imma so gonna conquer you on tuesday !

2009-11-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

Life's Brief Candle

This reminds me of grandpa who left us for years

I miss him suddenly

hope you're doing fine up there

we love you forever ♥

2009-11-16T19:59:00.005+08:00

one thing, it's really hard to have heart to heart sessions within human nowadays

either with your family, closest friend or even impossible, with your teacher

we have this really dedicated teacher in school who actually had this session today in school

yeah, the none other than Mr Yu

as a younger self, i've always thought that he's this very fierce and strict teacher

but not until i get to know him

he's actually very nice, caring, loving, helpful and many more

one of my fav teacher in school

he gathered us together today to make our confessions to our friends including himself

i didn't manage to say that much about him because i was totally blank at that time

as a matter of fact, i was kinda frustrated at him (like how felt about me) when he commented on me in front of my dad during the first term's parents day because i did badly in chemistry

telling my dad the talkative and not so attentive part of me

i was devastated at the very first

but not till i realize my rebelliousness and stubbornness

the scoldings didn't fail me but yet it pushed me to another level

i told myself that i've gotta prove myself to them by achieving better results

and finally i succeeded with not very high marks but i'm really satisfy with that

not until trials, i worked even harder

my hard work paid off after i got my results

not that amazing marks but at least i know he realized my changes

that is what a teacher truly hope from his/her students

as always, things will not turn out as what you expected it to be

but never frown because it's not the end of the world, yet

besides, i was overall elated with what you guys said today

a very big thank you to all of you for the tolerance with my attitude

albeit all the memories that we've shared even for a short period of time

from the gatherings and outings to the shattered moments

throughout my life, you guys will be the ones that i appreciate most

also a billion thanks to Cikgu Siti, Cikgu Maimunah and Cikgu Kala for preparing such delicate and meaningful souvenirs for us

the three very supportive and lovely teacher in school
the ones that sacrificed enough to make us better

gifts musn't always be material-wised

even a small one like a pen portrays the appreciation of people towards us

the gift, as defined Light Unto The World

Surian's Motto !

2009-11-12T18:55:00.001+08:00

Current Status : Bookworm

Current Mood : Complicated

Current Blog Mode : On Hiatus

Main Culprit : SPM

2009-11-10T14:29:00.005+08:00

this time really it is, "This Is It"

we've graduated !

words aren't enough to express my feelings

but a big thank you to the teachers for making today a successful day

i am indeed sad and reluctant

that special bond between teachers and students is seriously indescribable

WE HAVE
no more "lun cheong meat" a.k.a handsome Mr Yu (happy or not :D )
no more "ekuiliti pemilik" a.k.a pretty Puan Rohaya
no more "sayang" a.k.a Cikgu Siti

no more "sorry" a.k.a Puan Maimunah

no more "good afternoon everybody" a.k.a fat fat Mr Ali

no more "y=mx+c" a.k.a cute Mr Ramesh

and no more all the other teachers who taught me throughout the years
i'll never forget all those memories that we had together
regardless the bad or good ones

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !! ♥

2009-11-09T18:33:00.000+08:00

although we've been through all those awkward times

the misunderstandings, abhorrence, hatreds and all those negative thing

it's really good to see everyone unite and gather together again today

seriously I had a really fun day despite the tears

it was a hard time for me, pretty sentimental so yeah, whatever

at least we all know that even though how worst things can go, ultimately we're still there for each other

2009-11-06T20:06:00.002+08:00

it was the 2nd of June of year 1992

and I was borned !

it was exactly 17 years ago and i'm at such a tender size

first birthday party

and almost all my relatives came

despite dad or mom's side

let's see, first zoo visit ?

that's young and beautiful mummy !

started kindergarten a year early because there were some mishaps i think

that towel I'm holding is like my baby

gotta have it every night to sleep

I'm still holding it now ! ( the one similar to it )

the still young looking daddy

time flies, he's already 51 years old this year

yet still looking so strong

year 1994, the birth of my second brother

this should be my first penang/ p.d. trip i suppose

and that's me and my brothers !

celebrating the birth of the forth

the one crying :D

my favorite shirt when i was younger

gotta wear it everywhere i go

was in singapore in the picture

and i have two very cute childhood friends

we always wear the same shirt

used to hang out every saturday night alongside our parents

we entered primary school but still we kept in touch

but not so after we entered secondary school

then i entered senior 1 and I look so dumb i know LOL

it was grandfather's birthday when i was in Senior 1

then i was in Senior 2

and that's where all the love starts to blossom

one really sad and devastating thing during that year was the death of grandpa

it's the lost of one of my closest relative

my aunt cried so badly

grandpa was the best of the best

he took care of his daughters and sons so well

he treated and pampered his grandchildren wonderfully

I'll miss you forever grandpa

was in Form 3 back then

went for trip to Malacca and Johor with the relatives

look in the photo carefully, it was exactly on my birthday!

very first trip with almost the whole family

went over to Sabah to attend my cousin sis's wedding dinner

then I entered Form 4

into a gracious class

into a whole new environment

where i met the nicest peeps on earth

no more objective for bm, no more (that much) objective for sej

almost every paper, you have to write till your hand break

met new teachers who then became the closest teacher

I deeply remember when Mr Yu entered the class

he was talking about i-forgot-what-was-that

and all the sudden came 99 persien (percent)

the whole class burst out laughing their lungs out

another great teacher was Mr Seeva with his unique Indian slang

and i still remember all the times when he goes "ling-a" "ling-a"

never will I forget Mr Benjamin, the genius looking man

with his great sense of humor

Encik Qhalid with his superb singing skills

the former vocalist in a malaysian band

is hard to be forgotten

and there came Miss Woo

who looked so fierce and stern when she first came into our class

we were like so frightened of her

but sooner or later we realized that she's actually a very caring teacher who loves her students dearly

adding on, to all the teachers that taught me since junior and the ones that i left out

a very big thank you and i love you guys

our first trip oversea

even though it's just Thailand, not US or UK

yet we're overwhelmed

cherish every second and minute spent together

damn, we had so much fun !!!

couldn't wait for the upcoming trip !

and then Form 5

doing my final year in high school

waving goodbye to suria after 11 years there

at the beginning of the year was all about trips trips and trips

we went to sabah after CNY

then to redang during Labour's Day

then to Penang with grandma

to Malacca during the raya holidays

and genting for the raya holidays also

well at first, i couldn't wait to graduate cause, for god's sake i was dealing with problems lately

friends tearing apart, prejudices and so much more

with so many dramas going on, i couldn't bare to stay in school for just another day

admitting that i held grudges these few months

i was so disgusted by the attitude of almost everyone

everything went upside down and downside up

i wanted to just get my butt outta school and into college and start a whole new life

but not until today, all the sudden i felt so reluctant

i actually didn't want to graduate but to continue in such situation

i guess i've learned the true meaning of forgive and forget

people walk in and out of our lives

either we or they themselves decide whether to stay with us or not

i wanna say thank you to all those who disliked or dislike me

for you people made me a stronger human

captured the true meaning of friends and life
seriously, we don't have to look into the approval of others to carry on with our lives
as long as we know what we're doing, that's it

surprisingly, i'm missing the teachers even more now
Puan Rohaya, Mr Yu, Cikgu Siti, Cikgu Maimunah, Mr Ali, Encik Qhalid, Mr Ramesh, Miss Paulina, Cikgu Kala and all others

and lastly i couldn't wait for Graduation Day

so curious to see what's the teachers' surprise for us !

it all sound so mysterious !
thank you so much to Mr Ali for the treat yesterday
had a really fun time with you
all the hugs and kisses, we'll remember you forever

2009-10-22T20:31:00.000+08:00

that complexity in myself will never be revealed or understood by anyone

that's cause i myself doesn't understand who i am

2009-10-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

There's no use whining and ranting over friends that are gone.

If they're meant for you and appreciate what you've done for them, they'll eventually come back.

Whereas if they don't you can just forget about them and go on with your life.

2009-10-06T19:56:00.002+08:00

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

2009-10-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

jusco with the girls last wednesday

after having our world war 3 for three consecutively

movies of the day were where got ghost and the ugly truth

both weren't so good though

but katherine heigl's hot

we were 20 minutes late for ugly truth because it starts at 1 but where got ghost finished at 1 20

we ran all the way out from the cinema and in again, like fools

after movies definitely it's singing session

hanged around jusco for a while after singing and went home later

Land Above the Clouds, Genting

2009-10-02T23:07:00.000+08:00

after traveling south on the first day of the raya

we traveled up to genting on the second day

went to connaught for breakfast, duck + fish ball noodles

started our journey at about 12 something

mum and bros were getting food and drinks so i cam-whored in the car (:

dad offered me to drive up to genting but i dare not take the challenge

so, we jammed all the way up to genting as it's the festive season, no doubts

and it was raining also

therefore we took the cable car up

holy macaroni peeps queued up like the nile river

we were lucky when two elderly offered to take us in via the express lane because they have this vip card or something like that

mum look really young and beautiful here

like finally, we reached !

the bros got their tickets to the outdoor theme park

i chose not to go in because definitely i've to squash like hamburgers because the peeps there are uncountable

as an option, mum and I went for shopping while daddy went for massage

and yay i got myself a pair of pants

aren't they lovely ? ♥

we left at about 8 and shiat for sure there's lots of people queuing up for the cable car

again we searched for people with the vip card

again we managed to enter through the express lane

got our car at about 9 or 10 and left for dinner at Gohtong Jaya

City of History, Malacca

2009-10-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

first day of raya, malacca was the pick

daddy decided to bring us down to malacca for a one day trip

stopped at seremban for beef noodles, our favourite stop !

as delicious as usual, love beef noodles so much

the one near petaling street is not bad though

after brunch it's my turn to drive, all the way to malcca

whoa that was pretty amazing

dad's turn to drive in the city

traffic jam here and there like duh because it's the first day of raya !

Selamat Hari Raya Puasa to all Muslims out there

our first stop was at Tan Kim Hock's

the famous shop for food, food and food

where all the dodols were sold there

after that, we went to a tart shop

the famous one with various flavor of cheese tarts

yes, so my favorite !

next stop was a cendol shop

nice cendol there

we didn't exactly planned to eat cendol but nyonya dishes

anyhoo, it was closed till 6 so we stopped at the cendol shop next to it

then went for a walk at Kota A'Famosa to kill time

to kill time faster, mom suggested to go for shopping ! yay

at the newly opened shopping complex called dataran pahlawan i think

got myself a jumpsuit and i'm loving it

finally it's 6 o'clock already

we went over to the nyonya and baba restaurant for dinner

shockingly, the dishes are really delicious and tempting

they might look red and spicy but they're not really

don't judge a food by it's color

after dinner, went to jonker street

daddy's greatest recommendation of the day

it's like the simple night market but it's much more long and full of homo sapiens

one t shirt and straw hat were the catches

the stuff there are surprisingly cheaper and nicer

got home at about 12 and doze off just like that

well of course i bathed

was tooooooooooo tired

random post

2009-09-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

omg this is totally random lmao

people describing life's like ass hair, short and full of shyt !

wee i'm loving my google background (:

yeah i've gone cuckoo !

2009-09-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

trials finally over, physics was the final papers

eventually it's time to ~~relax~~

wanted to go over to xy's place after school but i chose to go home hah

later that evening she called and asked me out for a late night movie

G-Force babeh, guineas in action !

teikchi picked me up at about 8 something and we rushed to times square as our movie starts at 9 20 pm

grabbed popcorn and soft drinks

met up with kok chun and gang for the movie

finished at about 11 and went home then

i'll rate it a 3 out of 5

okay i miss the three lil mice already ( yesssss )

2009-09-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

another day for family gathering

while struggling for the trials, there's time for relax too

aunt and husband came back from Sabah so we had dinner together

i really treasure every minute spent together

it's not easy to be borned in such a wonderful family and there's no use if you don't know how to cherish them

i can see the twins growing up, and baby quan too !

had conversations with the cousins and caught up with each other

Mid Valley

2009-09-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

alright this was exactly the last day i went out for shopping before the trials ! the killing moments

was with the mum and the bro in mid valley last month

bro caught a movie and as usual mum and i went for shopping

going gaga over the discounts ! it's mega sales ppl

alright apparently i didn't find any suitable ones for myself

bummer, at least i got a set of new buddy for my face

bro's getting his new school shoes

the old one deformed
so i cam-whored

2009-09-29T22:47:00.002+08:00

after wl's birthday it's xy's birthday on the 31st of July

went over to cheah's house and cleaned up after school

dressed up and met the guys at balakong

they drove all the way to xy's house including cheah (:

the guys were really protective

reached xy's house at about 8 i guess and met up with the love one

after that was all the barbeque and stuffs

at the middle of the party most of them went and watch grudge 2 i guess

it's some kinda horror movie so cheah, vick and I didn't join them

some left earlier for waihoe's birthday party but we stayed there till 10 something to 11

went home later and dozed off

happy birthday to you darling (:

2009-09-26T21:28:00.001+08:00

don't really feel right these two days

just came to know about something that i truly have no idea that i'll know it

it's really bothering me

i felt like telling but i couldn't cause i don't wanna hurt no one

especially when they're my family

no this is not my issue, but it's about someone

i couldn't believe my eyes

i shouldn't have sit there yesterday and stare at it

i somehow don't even have the guts to tell out

maybe i should just keep it as a secret to myself, for good

so no one will be hurt nor broken hearted

2009-09-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

you start the game, i set the rules