sum ups for year 2008 ?
well i dont have any, but many rubbish to pour i guess

at the beginning of the year was the toughest part for the year
confused with decisions, complicated with everything
got into sr 4 grace, semi science class
it was all so weird and fresh but later on everyone mixed together and we probably worked as a team or a class
spent 1st of jan with the family at jogoya as usual
then its cny, red packets here and there teehee
a part from that, there were minor scandals happening too
but later on we dealt with it
results were as promised as it was during the first term
later on we had the scholastic awards
1.5k banked in *checked*
moving on, the school had a large and fantastic project/production The Phantom of the Opera
a very successful play by the talented students of Sekolah Seri Suria with the help of wonderful and professional teachers

when it's entering the second term, everything was a crash
i sucked in almost everything, my results, my life and so
something really shocking and happy for the family
we welcomed two new members into the family
a pair of new born twin girls
my birthday celebration was not bad for the year ( the part where my gfs tricked me and the other gf )
spent my entire birthday in another state just like the past 3 years penang - langkawi - malacca/johore
as what i just said, my results sucked to the max, i tried my best ( not very ) but i failed
then we had an act for the class during merdeka's eve
everything went smoothly and we're happy with the results
and yada yada ~ i couldnt remember THAT much

moving on to the third term there's when everything got mixed up and i went cuckoo
to start with the third term, during the holidays my cousin sis finally tied the knot with her bf
a very lovely and caring couple !
besides that, it was my greatest fear of all
first time hosting the japanese exchange students programme
it's not as easy as what i thought though, it requires a vast amount of co-operations, teamwork, endurance, managements
after that, it's the last term exam and i'm so not prepared for it
well but something's nice, i felt relieved when i got my results but not for my add maths
it's the first time i've ever got a "D" for a subject
teehee then it's the big time of the year, the talent day for our school
we actually performed ! the outcome was pretty much satisfying as we only have a very limited time to practice
later on was my trip to bangkok for 7 days, got trapped in bangkok due to the closure of their international airport
then it's the part for all the outings with the very dear ones
shopping moments with mummy as usual
then it's today, 30th of dec 2008 where i'm writing out a lil summary about the year 2008
it's not the best year yet, but i'll opt for a better year next year

in a day time, it'll be 2009 already
better say the things that're unsaid
do the things that're undone
never regret before it's not too late

i'm thankful that God gifted me a very good class with wonderful classmates that went through ups and downs with me
it's really nice to be in a same class with you guys and not to forget our very dear class teacher miss woo
i'm thankful for all my gfs that helped me walk past the good and bad times
i'm thankful for the family that've gave me moderations and supports throughout the year
i'm thankful to the haters that thought me how to live and how cruel people can be at times ( i didnt meant to say this, but i believe there certainly are )

next year will be a tough year for me as there will be a major examination waiting for me
last year in high school
and many more challenges to come
hope it'll be a smoother year

it's time for confessions
here's a lil confession i found un-post since earlier of the year
i remember when i was younger,
my perception of being a teenager means that you're a soon-to-be adult
or that you can share your very personal secrets with your closest friends
talk about boys
talk about fashion
talk about makeups
or maybe do some gossips at times
mix around with dif/cool peeps
but i realized that i was so wrong
instead,
what i get is
allegations
accusations
imputations
defamations
betrayals
misunderstandings
maybe my first impression to others isnt that ideal
but i've tried my best to improve and excel
i'm fed up with gossips and rumors
everything goes in from my right ear and comes out from my left ear immediately
i've tried my very best not to keep it in heart or mind
well i guess its time for procrastinations
i couldnt take it no more
i understand that you couldnt change what others think about you
but what you can do is change yourself to make others like you