She

Just that extraordinary night, she sat right at the corner of her room
lost in her own reverie
hoping that nothing will intervene
as her round hips swiveled seductively to the music
she doubted something
but later she had a vivid imagination
she chuckled ruefully
she was trying very hard to sedate all her desperations
she was told to live in reality not in her own dreamy, pleasant thoughts
she murmured persistently at times as her love one had left for neverland
where she assured herself that eccentric humans live there
she remembers the times
when her mouth was fully occupied
when he gave her taut embraces
when one of his arm slid around her and the other took her hand
when the passionate kisses took her breath away
she sighed
she told herself " boy you were the one who made my life, now you're the one who's ruining it "
abnegation eventually took place when she couldnt forbear allegations anymore,
she realized all that which happened was just tainted love and endless dramas along with deceits
but she's still bound to scrutinize the truth
now that she's gleeful that she's over him.

- Y I N G ©