Breathless

why cant i have the right to choose ?
how come you cant just take in and agree with my opinions and my right and my choices ?
i told you that physics is really a very hard subject for me
i really couldnt understand a single thing
i'm not a genius
i'm not gifted with a smart brain
and what i get from you ?
-nvm i'll get you a tuition teacher
-a very good teacher
why are you so sure that you'll find one ?
i wanted to change to bio
that's my choice
ya i know i've wasted about 7 months
i told you that i can study on my own
as long as i'm a lil bit more hardworking
i'm sure i can catch up
its not that i'm boasting but i'm VERY CERTAIN
why cant you just respect my choices ?
why must you force me to take physics ?
why are you so selfish ?
why are you so certain with your own perceptions ?
why cant you understand me ?
why cant you just let me choose what i want to ?
my ambition is to become a lawyer
not a chemical engineer neither a physicists nor any other career related to physics
yes you told me that physics is very important its like essential
some peeps wanted to study physics but they cant
but i can study physics and i dont want it
you said that all the advance technology and all the high tech stuffs requires physics
everything requires physics
its like physics is MANDATORY
like frankly,
the fact is i suck in calculations
i suck in analyzing questions and using the right formulas to solve the problems
i'm really really devastated
i;ve been thinking all over again these few weeks
i've gone all banana thinking of what to choose
i really regret that i've chosen physics at the very beginning
yeah i know after posting this article my physics teacher will come and give words of encouragement
i know that he's really disappointed
i'm really sorry for this teacher
furthermore,
daddy
i really feel that its difficult and i really suffer very much
i know i'm lame in giving up so fast
its just the starting of chapter 3 and i'm already giving up
but i've had enough
i just feel like vanishing
can you please listen to my words and let me decide what i want to do ?
well i guess NO rite ?