felt so depressed because of the death of the late king of pop
what a loss to human nature !!
this was a very shocking news to almost every single one in the world
there's a tribute tomorrow at 1U and they'll display a documentary that's never before seen
really hope to be there though but gotta study for exam, OHMIGOD
may you rest in peace
you'll always be our minds forever

after all the socializing events, the outings and whatever it is
finally it's time to say something sentimental and motivating
went to a handicap centre this morning i have lots and lots to pour
firstly, there's this girl who had no idea that she'd to give up so much just for a cup of tea with her friends at the mamak stall
one night, she went out to the mamak stall with her friends for some chit-chatting sessions
while on the way home, at a T-junction, which you have to stop when you see the red light but another motorcyclist at the next lane did not
the motorcyclist hit on the girl's motorcycle and she flew off from her motorcycle and banged straight on her head
she was bleeding non-stop and was rushed to the hospital in Klang but there's no hospital that's willing to help out
finally she was sent to a hospital where her friend or family member knows one of the doctor
she was requested to go for surgery immediately as it's bleeding in her brain but not anywhere else
as you know when there's blood clots in your brain, it'll eventually damage it causing you to live a different life
she was in comma for 5 days and she had no idea what happened
after this unexpected accident, she remained blind for the rest of her life
and she'd lived for 9 years in darkness
till today, she's still having a smile on her face all the time, reminding herself not to give up
i asked her what it's like when you're living in darkness, i mean as in how it's like cause you can't see anything at all
she said it's like a black out in your house but the thing is you still have lights from the road lights or the moonlight but mine is 100% dark
so can you imagine how terrifying it is ?
another question was what can she see from her imaginations ?
she replied me that she can see colors like pink, red, yellow, purple, green, and so on
she told me that she once had a dream about her friend but the odd thing is that there's one glowing golden light behind her friend
when she woke up the next morning, the golden light was still in her mind but it's fading slowly
which is quite a weird phenomenon i should say


another thing i would like to emphasize on is that we who have perfect bodies MUST lend a hand to those who are handicaps
i came across a handicapped man who told me that he went to the mall one day
but he couldn't stop a taxi to send him home just because he's sitting on a wheelchair
he claimed that cab drivers thought that they're troublesome because they have to keep their wheelchairs for them
so then this man didn't get a cab after calling for so long outside
from here, i can conclude that we humans are seriously too self-centered
we always think of ourselves only but have we ever wondered how's the outside world ?
how many people actually need our help ?
how many people actually live under certain circumstances and obstructions despite how difficult they felt in their daily activities?
while we who have perfect families, friends, bodies and lives are whining all the way that we're not having enough
without any second doubts i think we have to reach out to those despite whether they're orphans, handicaps, old folks, vagrants, refugees, paupers and poverty ones
it's not necessary that we have to donate a large amount of money
sometimes what they need is just simply love and care from us who can afford it
maybe a simple appreciation and telling them how important and unique they are
again i would like to say, humans please don't be selfish and do help out as there are people out there waiting for our help


another one to share, God brought us to this wonderful creation of His
expecting us to cherish every single treasure that we have
us who have perfect minds should learn to stand up as people and show others that we can
now ask yourselves, it's true that there's always things that you WANT but do you really NEED it ?
after talking to two professors today, i've learned something really motivating and inspiring
they've lived for almost 90 years in total and they've been through a lot to achieve what they have today
all the way, they did not give up when they meet any obstruction
yet, they fought till the very last minute
one professor had been through death and back again
he was a survivor from stroke 2 years ago
and today, he as the consultant of many companies had influenced numerous youngsters
told them what they should actually achieve in life and what they shouldn't touch
he'd wrote lots of books with superb quotes
the other professor is one that had been through all sort of hard times during his childhood time
he told us his story and shockingly he burst into tears
his education was up to junior 5 only
his dad didn't give him a single ringgit for his education
he started his journey from penny-less till today, owning one of the biggest company in Malaysia
things happened because you actually planned for it to happen, without you even knowing it
if you want to break your legs or hands, you can go on speeding in a motorcycle
we as the younger generation should have aspirations and ambitions
to succeed in the future, we have to start now
we have to decide what we wanna be and do in the next 10 years
before this 10 years, think about the future 5 years
what will you do in order to achieve that 10 years later that you yearn for ?
there's always two roads for you to choose
you'll either succeed or become someone useless
yes you must have guidance before you can actually success
but what's the use of all these if you've never tried to cherish them ?
we who are born in this century should feel blissful that we're blessed with all these advanced technologies
compared to the older days, they had to work days and night just to earn for a bowl of noodles to eat
we are so fortunate to live under such conditions without having to worry about a single thing

Bored bored, so bored

It's Girls Day Out !!
something that we've been planning since forever
we're always missing one, either its xiaoying or kaileeng
but now, it's the complete set ! 6 of us are out
so the plan for the day was heading to jogoya for a superb lunch (:
dress code : dress and heels
vick and cheah came over to my house first for all the dressing up thingy, ya know girls
then headed to the train station, stupid train was late and we were sweating like hell












met up with mun at tasik selatan station and here we come starhill
went to sungai wang as i wanted to get a pair of apparently, more " comfortable " heels which ended us as killer heels
but i still love it very much
got it and went to starhill and hung around



about 2 we finally got in and set ourselves down
and what's next ? FOOD !





what about after food ? camwhoring sessions duh













































after eating, went to pavilion for shopping
got into forever 21 and tried on dresses
we went all nuts when we saw the cute dresses
camwhored in the fitting room and damn this fat slut, some kind of sales girl came and said sorry you can't take pictures
then kai went into my room and that fat slut said only one person is allowed in the room, can you please come out
kai procrastinated for a while but the fat slut repeated, please come out now
damn this stupid pros, can't she be polite a little ?
hey that's called customers' rights
haven't you studied a little before coming out for work slut ?











at this time, i can barely walk already
first time wearing heels and hanging for so long
what's the girls' favourite spot to take pics ?
toilet of course





















after pavilion, sent mun to lot 10 and we continued our shopping journey in sungai wang
got myself a blazer and a singlet (:
went home at about 6 30, my legs are dying out, leg ache like shyt !
once we reached the hang tuah station, i couldnt take it anymore, i sat on the stairs and rested and i wonder why everyone's looking at me like i'm some kind of creature
then we stopped at the tasik selatan station, this was the worst part
like seriously, i can hardly walk in the heels, so does cheah
so we took off our heels and bare footed like two crazy women
this wasn't enough, the stupid train was delayed for like half and hour and damn the train was so packed that you can barely fit in
just like squashed meat, just like you'll rub into someone's skin easily with that sticky sweat sticking on your skin and you hardly breathe in o2
so there's no alternatives but to miss the train and hop on the next one
about 8 something, finally reached kajang station and home sweet home
both vick and cheah came over to my house and waited for cheah's mum to pick her up
we were hunting for the milo advertisement that they shot but luck wasn't at our side :(
as quoted by vick : "you guys made this day memorable for me bcoz of your heels."
ok thanks vick =P