Monday, July 27, 2009

Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right.
Forget about the ones who don't.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.
Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you might not get them back.
Sometimes we get so busy with our own lives and problems that we may not even notice that we've let them fly away.
Sometimes we are so caught up in who's right and who's wrong that we forget what's right and wrong.
Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.


baby we loved, we cried, we argued and we broke apart
all the memories and times we had, they remain forever
i couldn't help flashing them back lately
without a single answer to this doubt
i remained silent and kept it to myself
why do you have to come so soon ?

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

this was like last month
had a day out with Dr.Saw, tour around KL
it's like we're tourists from another country
anyhow, that day was superb, meaningful and lotsa lotsa things
we visited this house for the disabled
it's called Beautiful Gate, shared stories with the ones staying there
after that, we went to Banker's Club for lunch with a Professor, i forgotten his name
we talked and talked, then took pictures
thanks for the treat professor
after that, went to this uncle's factory, some sorta seafood company
there, he shared his childhood stories and lots of life experiences with us
he even broke into tears in the middle of the conversation
later that day, went back to dad's office and had dinner with Dr.Saw
i've learned a lot that day, things that we neglect in our daily lives
























shark's spinal i guess

Sunday, July 19, 2009


I've been in the entertainment industry since I was six-years-old... As Charles Dickens says, "It's been the best of times, the worst of times." But I would not change my career... While some have made deliberate attempts to hurt me, I take it in stride because I have a loving family, a strong faith and wonderful friends and fans who have, and continue, to support me.

Michael Jackson

Thursday, July 16, 2009

what's the fcuking problem with you ?
why do you have to rise your voice when you're talking to me ?!
who do you think you are ?
you putting the blame on me ?
it's not like i didn't inform you guys early
i fcuking did !
if it's not because of the class and whatsoever rubbish i wouldn't give a damn to this event
for god's sake
seriously, you messed with the wrong person
you got on my nerves !
yelling at in me in front of the whole class ?
that was fcuking absurd
who do you fcuking think you are to do that to me ?
please for goodness sake rectify your personalities
they disgust me to the core
i've been keeping quiet for all these while
you think i don't fcuking care?
i just don't want to create chaos
if not you wouldn't even have a place to stand !
damn !

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


i didn't want to post this up but as time goes by, things are getting worst
keeping quiet and keeping it to myself only doesn't make any difference
being totally ignorant doesn't help much
man, the bias cells in your body are growing rapidly, they multiply daily
these hazardous bias cells overruled the justice cells in you
this ain't the first time, after that thing that happened two months ago
i'm like, ok get over it because after all it's just a game
but no, this time i'm not gonna tolerate anymore
this whole thing is totally absurd
it's exaggerating already my dear
you are so selfish, stubborn, self-centered
do you know what's human rights ?
i as a human being have the right to choose, fight for justice, like duh
but what about you ? you fight for what you THINK is right
you've never thought of people's feeling, you somehow sound like a demander
you demand people to do things that you want them to do
besides, you're totally bias and unjust
they say don't cry over spilt milk
but no, this aint no spilt milk it's rotten milk
you're like rotten milk living in a can
meaning there's no use crying over it because it's spoilt !
what i want are just justice and for you to be fair and square, well not round of course
it's totally ridiculous and frightening to know how manipulative a person can get
wait a minute, my dear you're ranting and complaining now ?
oh you shouldn't have,
cause you got on my nerves bitch.

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, aggravation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Bang bang, shot dead
Everybody's gone mad

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Beat me, hate me
You can never break me
Will me, thrill me
You can never kill me
Jew me, sue me
Everybody do me
Kick me, kike me
Don't you black or white me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my life
I have a wife and two children who love me
I am the victim of police brutality, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate
You're rapin' me of my pride
Oh, for God's sake
I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...
Set me free

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
trepidation, speculation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
black man, black male
Throw your brother in jail

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, speculation
Everybody litigation
Beat me, bash me
You can never trash me
Hit me, kick me
You can never get me

All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us
All I wanna say is that
They don't really care about us

Some things in life they just don't wanna see
But if Martin Luther was livin'
He wouldn't let this be

Skin head, dead head
Everybody gone bad
Situation, segregation
Everybody allegation
In the suite, on the news
Everybody dog food
Kick me, strike me
Don't you wrong or right me

what's said by michael is totally right
the society is so facing corruption
people we gotta wake up before it's gone too far
two weeks of struggling and midnight trains, exams are finally over !
but oh no trials coming up



mr 29



another outing with the family
impossible i ain't turning into a fat girl as jogoya on last friday(5th June) then shogun last sunday
whatever it is, it's the parents' 18th wedding anniversary so celebrated in shogun, sunway pyramid
































after eating flew to pavilion for movie (:
damn it's sales every where but no mood for shopping teehee
so watched hannah montana the movie, wow it's quite good, a 9 out of 10
lucas hill is so cute !
boom dee clap boom dee clap dee clap !