that complexity in myself will never be revealed or understood by anyone

that's cause i myself doesn't understand who i am

There's no use whining and ranting over friends that are gone. 

If they're meant for you and appreciate what you've done for them, they'll eventually come back. 

Whereas if they don't you can just forget about them and go on with your life.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken.

jusco with the girls last wednesday

after having our world war 3 for three consecutively

movies of the day were where got ghost and the ugly truth

both weren't so good though

but katherine heigl's hot

we were 20 minutes late for ugly truth because it starts at 1 but where got ghost finished at 1 20

we ran all the way out from the cinema and in again, like fools

after movies definitely it's singing session

hanged around jusco for a while after singing and went home later

Land Above the Clouds, Genting

after traveling south on the first day of the raya

we traveled up to genting on the second day

went to connaught for breakfast, duck + fish ball noodles

started our journey at about 12 something

mum and bros were getting food and drinks so i cam-whored in the car (:

dad offered me to drive up to genting but i dare not take the challenge

so, we jammed all the way up to genting as it's the festive season, no doubts

and it was raining also

therefore we took the cable car up

holy macaroni peeps queued up like the nile river

we were lucky when two elderly offered to take us in via the express lane because they have this vip card or something like that

mum look really young and beautiful here

 

like finally, we reached !

the bros got their tickets to the outdoor theme park

i chose not to go in because definitely i've to squash like hamburgers because the peeps there are uncountable

as an option, mum and I went for shopping while daddy went for massage

and yay i got myself a pair of pants

aren't they lovely ?  ♥

 

we left at about 8 and shiat for sure there's lots of people queuing up for the cable car

again we searched for people with the vip card

again we managed to enter through the express lane

got our car at about 9 or 10 and left for dinner at Gohtong Jaya

City of History, Malacca

first day of raya, malacca was the pick

daddy decided to bring us down to malacca for a one day trip

stopped at seremban for beef noodles, our favourite stop !

as delicious as usual, love beef noodles so much

the one near petaling street is not bad though

after brunch it's my turn to drive, all the way to malcca

whoa that was pretty amazing

 dad's turn to drive in the city

traffic jam here and there like duh because it's the first day of raya !

Selamat Hari Raya Puasa to all Muslims out there

our first stop was at Tan Kim Hock's

the famous shop for food, food and food

where all the dodols were sold there

after that, we went to a tart shop

the famous one with various flavor of cheese tarts

yes, so my favorite !

next stop was a cendol shop

nice cendol there

we didn't exactly planned to eat cendol but nyonya dishes

anyhoo, it was closed till 6 so we stopped at the cendol shop next to it

 then went for a walk at Kota A'Famosa to kill time

 

 

 

to kill time faster, mom suggested to go for shopping ! yay

at the newly opened shopping complex called dataran pahlawan i think

got myself a jumpsuit and i'm loving it

 

finally it's 6 o'clock already

we went over to the nyonya and baba restaurant for dinner

shockingly, the dishes are really delicious and tempting

they might look red and spicy but they're not really

don't judge a food by it's color

after dinner, went to jonker street

daddy's greatest recommendation of the day

it's like the simple night market but it's much more long and full of homo sapiens

one t shirt and straw hat were the catches

the stuff there are surprisingly cheaper and nicer

 

got home at about 12 and doze off just like that

well of course i bathed

was tooooooooooo tired