Sum Up for year 2009

"The objective of a New Year is not that we should have a new year. It is that we should have a new soul and a new nose; new feet, a new backbone, new ears, and new eyes. Unless a particular man made New Year resolutions, he would make no resolutions. Unless a man starts afresh about things, he will certainly do nothing effective. Unless a man starts on the strange assumption that he has never existed before, it is quite certain that he will never exist after wards. Unless a man be born again, he shall by no means enter into the Kingdom of Heaven."  -G. K. Chesterton-

Throughout the year i've loved and lost tons of stuff

from friendship to family to my studies to all the principles of life

at the beginning of the year everything was just fine, slow and steady

living life as good as a new born baby

without having to worry much practically about everything
traveled quite a lot with the family members

anyhow academic wise, i've not achieved the stage where i'm really satisfied

basically everything that happened this year's like a story

you start with the exposition then slowly to the conflict, without any procrastinations you'll eventually reach the climax and that's what i've been through in the middle of the year right up to days before graduation day
it's like the most miserable and down period of the year
where friendships torn apart, performing not so well in academic and family issues
oh my it sounded so dramatic

as time goes by, everything starts to turn better
call it turning over a new leaf
contacted friends that i've lost contact for quite some time
patched things up as soon as possible and it's all working good now
as for love life, there's practically nothing much to talk about as i wasn't involve in any relationships since form 3
this year is all about friends, family and academic
the ultimate task for the year is to accomplish my final major examination SPM
this year seems to be a much more special year compared to the previous ones as i've finished my high school life
no more life as a student in school uniform filled with dramas, cat fights and many more
nonetheless, opting for a better year next year as i'm entering a new stage in life
time to face reality and to really handle almost everything by myself.

you better kill me, sigh.

Baby it's you
When I look up in the sky I see you
Then I turn and close my eyes
It's you
When I'm sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

oh my, how tender is he ?

can you see his face, his hands, his legs, and even his backbone ?

cousin sis's new baby boy !

new member to the family next year :)

 ultrasounds give an extraordinary feeling to people, i wonder why

Each day of my life, 
I’m filled with all the joy I could find
You know that I,
I'm not the desperate type
If there’s one spark of hope left in my grasp, 
I'm holding it with both
hands
It’s worth the risk of burning, 
to have a second chance.

the clock is ticking

yet i'm still procrastinating

though i've planned for what to study for the future

what else am i thinking of ?

am i able to handle it ?

can i make through it ?

as common as it's seem to be

they say getting involved in laws ain't an easy task

it requires good memories and logic thinking

no i ain't doubting my decision

but it's normal for peeps to have dilema

they suggest inti or brickfields is good to start off with
i wonder ......

 

addicted to photography !

it is, very very addictive

and chemistry, imma so gonna conquer you on tuesday !